#fall in love with the process again
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nibbelraz · 2 years ago
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Falling back in love with your craft
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slfcare · 8 months ago
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the most difficult thing about growing as a person socially, as in getting out of your shell and noticing that you are, is that there will still be times when it doesn’t feel like you’ve grown at all! times when you can’t really connect with anyone around you, times when you fail to enter into an existing conversation, times when you say the wrong thing (or nothing at all when in hindsight you probably should’ve). but that’s also kind of the best thing, because that’s the thing that helps you realize that sometimes, it’s not you or your lack of skills or any shortcoming. sometimes certain environments just aren’t for you and certain people aren’t your people, and that’s okay. that’s human. it’s okay to not feel the progress you have made all the time.
#and that goes for every type of growth#backstory of this post:#after I came back after a few months of doing my international internship I felt so much more confident#it was easier making friends and walking up to people#i took more chances#and generally just heard it a lot from those around me who kept telling me how much i’d changed#this was further supported by my first office job that went pretty well#but then came my grad internship. and while i love the work and have met some great people I noticed it was difficult again#there was one office lunch where no one spoke to me at all! it was my first week and I didn’t know what to say#if i should even say anything#we were all sitting at the same table#not one person even glanced my way#it made me doubt myself; i was doing so well before#was that even real? why can’t I just speak up? this is not the way to connect with people#especially in my first week!#but you know what#i was still doing well. i just had to factor in the fact that these were all middle aged people talking about reality shows i didn’t watch#and bikes i knew nothing about#as well as people who knew i was the new intern yet didn’t speak to me at all even though I’d introduced myself to them all individually#and even so#people I couldn’t really talk to about MY interests outside of work either#my point being:#it’s okay to not feel a connection with everyone you meet#it’s okay to fall back into old habits even though you’ve developed new ones#it will never unravel the process you’ve made and the connections you’ve built#you’re doing fine#after this internship I will surround myself with people who reaffirm that belief#growth in the self#self love#positivity
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bluerosefox · 3 months ago
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One-Sided
So uhhh
I was thinking of more Dead Serious prompts but my mind went wondering and came up with something else.
What if Danny is dating Respawn!
So this is like a one-sided Dead Serious idea with Danny already dating Respawn (idk their pairing name sorry)
So, now hear me out, what if Danny or rather Phantom joins the Titans or maybe as a young adult joins the JL.
And what if he does his best to avoid being around Robin unless it's for actual missions. Now Robin, Damian, didn't mind this at first in fact he approved of it cause you know it's Damian. But like a cat being ignored he gets curious as to why and starts trying to seek Danny out to find out.
But again Danny is doing his best to avoid the other hero.
Damian eventually gets a crush on Danny after watching Danny go eldritch/ghost king mode and is trying to figure out a way to woo the half ghost.
HOWEVER Danny is in a relationship already, a good one too, with Damian's kinda clone/half brother Respawn. He hasn't told any of them because he knows the bad blood between him and the others. And add the fact Respawn still does mercenary work and Danny doesn't mind but knows those in the Titans or JL do, he doesn't tell any of the heroes whose he's dating.
Danny is keeping his distance cause he knows his boyfriend gets jealous and clingy whenever he comes back from meetings that Robin is in.
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garrywantspasta · 8 months ago
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Part 1
Yes, there's more to this... I just... I just needed to.. I needed this. 😩
Idk If Agatha just dressed up for Wanda, or If it's an AU where Wanda somehow went back in time or met a variant, but what MATTERS IS THAT 90's Rock n'roll/Punk Agatha needs to be seen 👌(by Wanda...)
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u3pxx · 11 months ago
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i dunno, younger kim with longer hair
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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 2 years ago
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There is a platonic explanation for all this. Right?
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kaisollisto · 3 months ago
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#TKO_art 25#got so angry then spiral'd into an existential crisis#still in that crisis but if i don't think about it then i wont think about how nothing matters oh god its 2 late#at first it was a random angry side profile and then it turned into wuxia beatrice#which i'm not sure if that's a good thing or not and i think this looks too cringe so i'm not gonna look at this anymore#i just wanted to draw bea with an undercut#this reminded me of the time i actually wanted to draw beatrice in that wuxia style at the very beginning of my art journey#core memory unlocked#anyway i'll probably revist this sometime later#again bc their clothing is nice#i'm kinda annoyed because i didn't look up any refs for this and this looks pretty much like beatrice and i know when i go to work on#[redacted] it's gonna be a fucking pain#but also lets not discredit the fact that i was looking at beatrice refs for 3 hours before a small break and then this#sometimes i forget how much i love art#my existential crisis was making me doubt if doing art really is worth anything while i was sketching angrily#and really it was just me falling down a pit of oh this is what my next days will look like working on art to just be disappointed by the#end result that i forgot that it's a journey thing but most importantly u have to trust the process#but i also forgot making art is a slower type of gratification + serotonnin#i guess the thing is i'm waiting for the shoe to drop: burnout stage of art#where i do not want to touch art for years#and it's kinda because i push myself to do art like i'm going to die very soon that i'm worried about it#but also at the same time hmmmm idk bc seeing art is just so inspiring and makes me jealous that i kickstart myself into doing it#what are we talking about anyway blah blah blah
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ranik-a · 14 days ago
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POV: You're Jeon Yeongbin. You're a horrible, wretched, cowardly little shit. You know it, you've made your peace with it. You're trying to make the most of it by hanging out with less cowardly people you can hide behind. It works out because you have money and no one seems to have any self respect anyway.
But the damn murder boyfriends keep coming at you to avenge each other, and fuck man, it wasn't even you this time, but they're obsessed with each other and you started all this and now you have to get your fingers broken and your head smashed and your shoulder stabbed. They're so sad and so in love and somehow beating your ass has become a part of their mutual pining romance ritual. It's not even about what you did anymore, you're just a prop in their declaration of tragic lost love.
Fuck.
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rubenesque-as-fuck · 18 days ago
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Oopsie daisy, we accidentally spent almost 5 full hours in my room 🥴 damn I had truly planned on buying him a nice dinner after sex too
#dating nonsense#stoner romeo#5 hour bedroom adventure#that honestly would have lasted even longer if I hadn't reminded him for the third time that I wanted to get him dinner#granted it wasn't all sex#it was more like foreplay then sex the more foreplay then more sex#then a massage and then domming/edging him for a while then aftercare then more sex#then cuddling then a stark moment of our emotional walls being let down with some light tears and then more kissing#then coming back downstairs and realizing it was already 10:30 at night#so instead of dinner I gave him the fancy dessert i bought for him earlier#then he headed home#i feel good but it was scary to be that emotionally vulnerable for even a little bit at the end#but it's not going to scare him away#and it's strange to feel confident in that#strange but good (and a little scary)#and like once again i have to question where the line is and how I'm supposed to not fall for someone who makes me feel so valued/cared for#and someone who allows themselves to be vulnerable with me as well#he talked a little bit more about his wife#and how sometimes he feels guilty for enjoying being with other people after her death#and thinking about how he wouldn't be doing any of it if she were still here#which is all very understandable to me#so anyway i have feelings for this guy for suuuuuure but I want to give him the space he needs to continue grieving/processing#and he's once again made it clear that he's planning on sticking around for the foreseeable future#i offhandedly mentioned something I like to bake in the winter time and he was like 'yum can't wait 😁'#told him it was so nice to not feel like there's a time limit or looming threat to our time together#I haven't really had that since... college? or maybe even ever?#yeah fuck it I'm in love#at least a little bit#and we have plenty of time for whatever will be to become what it is
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crybaby-bkg · 2 years ago
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cw: Bakugou dies but comes back to life, “comes back wrong” trope, implied fighting, angst
When Bakugou died, you’re not sure how you went on living. Grief had taken over your life, sat you in the passenger side while it cruised off the highway into icy waters. And even then, you couldn’t find the energy to drown.
It’s why there’s a sudden uptick of energy when you’re promised to have him back. Some top scientists contact you months after his death, tell you to hurry down to the headquarters labs, come and rejoice for what you’re about to witness. And you’re horrified, to say the least.
“This isn’t my husband.” Are your first words when you walk in, watch the figure on the other side of the glass examine its own hands. It looks like your husband but—but his hair isn’t the right shade of blond all over. His nose bridge had a slight bump after a scuffle with a villain. He had a scar on his hand but—but it never looked like it was to sew a pinky beside the other fingers.
“Is that really my husband?” You ask next in disbelief, slowly entering the room. Bakugou’s head snaps up, his eyes a little brighter than you remember but—they hold so much emotion. So much memory, so much panic, so much guilt.
“I left you.” He mutters, his voice raspy and ragged, and you wonder if it’ll always be like this now. It makes you cry a little harder than it should, but you only embrace each other. He’s cold and his shoulders don’t hold the same mass and his back doesn’t carry the same scars. There’s one, jagged and rough, running down his back, and you think, you think that’s where they slipped a new spine in.
“Welcome back home.” You tell him, weeks after meeting him again, new and not totally—Katsuki. He’s stiff and he doesn’t immediately take off his boots when he enters, and it worries you. Makes you think if you’ve just let a stranger into your home, one that has stolen your dead husbands face. Makes you wonder if he’ll be as loving as Katsuki once was, or if he’ll become your monster looming over you with the guilt of not being able to rest anymore.
“I’ve missed you so much.” You whisper against his mouth one night, a little while after he’s moved back. You don’t know why you lay under him, why you let him nestle himself inside of you, why you let him hold you against his chest. Katsuki always ran his hands over your cheeks and neck whenever he held you like this, but this…man, only holds himself up with his hands resting beside your head. It’s alien, how he looks at you, how his hips are methodically measured with every thrust, how he kisses you every 8 seconds. You wonder if he’s more robot than Frankenstein monster.
“Why did you come back to me like this?” You ask him one night, barricaded in the bathroom away from him. You can hear his sobs on the other side, his pleading to be let in. He tells you he never wanted to come back if he had to be like this, that he’s sorry, please let him in, he misses the warmth of your skin, he’s never been so cold before, he’s never liked the cold.
“Is this considered cheating?” You ask yourself aloud one night, when Bakugou is forced back to the lab when he becomes too…un-Bakugou. To sleep with a man that is your husband in every way but? Your husband has been dead for a year now, and yet you stroke the chin of the man that tries so hard to be him everyday, but fails so miserably at it every time.
“I’ll come back to you right this time.” Bakugou promises to you when he’s strapped down to leave for the lab and before he’s sedated. But you don’t believe him—you never did. Your husband is dead, and this animated corpse has been nothing but a cheap mockery of everything you’ve lost and something you will never truly get back.
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waitineedaname · 2 months ago
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this might just reveal things about my own personal taste, but I feel like mxtx is at her best when she's writing a relationship that is absolutely fucked. just a real psychosexual freakshow. the love was there and it made things worse. guys falling in love with the person whose demise they're supposed to be orchestrating. that sort of thing.
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buttercupshands · 1 month ago
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And yet still despite me writing alll that stuff about ships, I still dislike melodrama TV shows and the likes of them
Like idk realistically portrayed toxic relationships are boring in a sense that you're looking at two human beings playing those two human beings
Instead of it being a result of idk characters being affected by magic, age, knowledge, and overall dealing with a character still played by a human being, but so unrelatable physical form and circumstances wise it's more interesting and you can switch to exploring that can of worms instead
Realistic ones just feel like you should be a therapist to see more of that irl everywhere around you, or even just be curious bc that's life
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frenchy-and-the-sea · 1 month ago
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THIS IS A CALLOUT POST FOR MY DMS @themilokin AND @phoenix-failing FOR HITTING US WITH A SCENARIO SO FUNDAMENTALLY HEARTBREAKING IN ITS IMPLICATIONS THAT WE SPENT THE ENTIRE SESSION ARGUING ABOUT WHAT TO DO AND ALSO LIKE THREE OF US STARTED CRYING. AND THEN, WHEN WE FINALLY MADE OUR DECISION, AND WE HAD TO SAY GOODBYE TO A BELOVED NPC THAT HAS BEEN WITH US ALMOST SINCE THE BEGINNING, THEY HIT US WITH A TWIST SO GRACIOUS AND UNEXPECTED THAT WE STARTED THREATENING THEM WITH PHYSICAL VIOLENCE (EXTREMELY AFFECTIONATE)
HOLY SHIT, WHAT A GAME.
#hush frenchy#fortune's favor#d&d#you don't GET IT you don't UNDERSTAND#we got handed a decision that decided the fate of alllll of the dragons we've been working so hard to help#it would have returned their souls to the gods that split apart and became them#the gods would exist again in their fullness for the first time in an age#but the dragons. our friends. they'd be gone#and we couldn't even consult them on what was going to happen to see if they'd make that sacrifice#add in the fact that five of these dragons have been chained up and essentially tortured for years#and only JUST got their freedom with our help#and the fact that we've also been working so hard to get these god-beings set to rights#and it was the HARDEST call we've ever had to make!!#val was the tiebreaker too. and did it in large part so that the task wouldn't fall to anyone else#cause we were divided multiple ways#i was genuinely crying at the end#AND THEN! AFTER WE GET TWO SECONDS TO SHARE A GOODBYE WITH OUR BEST DRAGON BUDDY#AND THEY SHARE A BITTERSWEET GOODBYE WITH US WHERE THEY IMPARTED TO US THAT THEY WERE HAPPY TO HAVE MET US#WE HAD TO WATCH EVERY BODY FALL. WATCHED THEM ALL COLLAPSE#AND FUCKING /THEN/!!! THEY WOKE UP AGAIN!!!#SEE WE HAVE PREVIOUSLY SEPARATED A GOD-BEING FROM A MORTAL PERSON. THEY WERE STILL ALIVE AFTER THE PROCESS. /WE HAD FORGOTTEN/!!!!#WE ARE STUPID BUT AT LEAST EVERYONE IS ALIVE AND CAN LIVE THIS ONE LAST LIFE TOGETHER AND MAN I'M GONNA CRY AGAIN#FUCK. NO ONE LOOK AT ME#anyway i can't believe how much i love my dms and my fellow players. eight years. god. they're everything to me
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rubenesque-as-fuck · 22 days ago
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Anyway I keep tearing up a little because today he told me that he thinks that my body is perfect as it is 🥹 and it didn't feel like he was pandering or patronizing me, it just felt earnest and sweet
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sejarcus-archive · 4 months ago
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Modern Sejarcus au based on the lyrics of Good Luck, Babe!, in which they’re childhood friends who grew up in a homophobic small town, and though it came with a lot of pain, Sejanus was able to accept that he’s gay, but Marcus can’t bring himself to do the same and keeps living in denial, so when they eventually develop feelings for each other, all of this leads to a pretty toxic homoerotic situationship
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fixinit-au · 6 months ago
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Would You Fall In Love With Me from the Ithaca saga of Epic reminds me of your AU might make an animatic depending on if ford hates bill or not when he comes clean
"FUCK, that's genius– Why didn't I think of that–"
Jokes aside, OMFG I love that idea!! :O thank you thank you thank you–
And about that last part– :)
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